• worst case

  • minium viable triggering

  • pattern matching people

  • impulse to cast metaphysical objects

  • How i host my website

  • How i build my website

  • My leaning path with javascript client state management solutions

  • Money vs Wealth

  • combining topics of potential, feedback-loops, calculus of grit and maybe on tip of it success, enlightenment

  • twitter thread about ways to spend time in the pomodoro break

    • this also connects to the idea of having many threads to play with
  • difference between inner and outer value

  • what we interpret is wrong is what is wrong

  • staying in flow does not mean going the path of least resistance

    • Not loosing myself in the flow but rather keep MY flow going
  • from eric brown

    • joint strengthening (ankles, wrists)
    • how to buy stuff on the dark web
    • finding investors/funds for regenerative village projects
    • balancing outward expression/sharing vs inward work/focus
  • hidden phenomena

    • felt-sense
    • felt-meaning
  • access unknown knowledge through muscle tests, feal meaning questions, gut feeling, intuition, contemplation, reflection, active meditation etc.

  • on our body

    • provide options for to understand your body.
    • why do we want to understand our body
    • https://www.instagram.com/p/COV2lkTrlmI/
  • freedom to choose

    • reclaim your choice
  • how to be comfortable in the body

    • safety
    • mind chattering
  • truth and too many frameworks that that make it diffucult for truth to come through

  • password Management

    • how to setup password manager
  • Intention vs doing

  • on clarity of thought

  • the underground: https://youtu.be/SQ01r91E_oE

  • exercises to play with when you are doing your pomodo break.

  • what did i learn in traum/psychy/mind in the last year

  • self blaming has also not helped

    • but it did in some way (healthy shame at least)
  • not everything has a cost. there are Gifts and moments that only add and exchange.

  • worst case

  • minium viable triggering

  • pattern matching people

  • impulse to cast metaphysical objects

  • psychology fatigue vs physological and what does it mean to be introverted

  • what does it mean when we say every rep counts. what does it mean to understand this. maybe it means that you learn new for each context.

  • on words caring a lot/doing heavy lifting

  • how AT helped me improve my coding abilities. how inhibition helped me

  • use explication process when writing commit messages

  • you pick yourself up from where you are

  • on transitions, where you are done or finishing or ending something and a new thing beginns. The transitions are there and become aware of them and maybe stwearding them can be very helpful.

  • Journey with ultraspeaking culminating with my fathers funeral speach

  • on components

    • they have lifecycles, isn't that fascinating
  • intimacy is the problem and the solution

  • peoples journey are not to understand to mean a prestription even when they say that but rather what things entailed an shift in them. My mother's book for example

  • Problem mit Idee von Aufmerksamkeit weg vom schmerz um in nicht zu verstärken

  • What are/is the primary goal of a software developer?

    • to communicate their intent to future developers?
    • your job is to constantly rearchitect your language, your API, or your application to make that pit of success ever deeper and wider.
  • speaking from than to

  • the crux in boulder that is very similar to the crux with cert-manager

  • on why language matters.

    • my close friends or siblings often make me feel they reject my interventions. playing them out as being language games.
      • and not that did not happen at all but certainly not all there was
    • i remember a hard confrontation with my sister about what is primary: understanding or emotions.
  • on dichotomy of "soul" and "nature"

  • on the idea of only building what you need

    • editable.website
    • jonathan blow on video game development
      • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NGNsBZnm1VA
    • order vs chaos
      • what is actually order
      • aren't features often not create more chaos?
    • shaidn's ui might be an example of more order and less chaos
    • good-enough
      • that things have a finish
      • software as a service as a bad thing
    • https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rent-seeking
      • Rent-seeking is the act of growing one's existing wealth by manipulating the social or political environment without creating new wealth
    • local-first
    • abstractions
      • person.alexander-bard books: event and process
      • emergence+vector
      • consider code as material
        • some feel more robust/hard other more soft etc.
    • realize your cost/penalty
    • moloch-trap
    • proj.the-convivial-life
    • what are good decisions to foster wellbeing in programming
  • what does it mean that software today is bad

    • its a moral act, or how can it be an moral act
    • how you do anything is how you do everything
  • Wir heilen nicht indem wir uns überwältigen, wir heilen indem wir die kleinen Schritte erkennen als den highway.

  • on exceptionally late bloomer

  • getting to know irony

    • masculine and feminin version is passive agressiveness
  • understanding language/koan

  • on fragmented minds and why

    • nervous-system disregulation "asks" the psychi to fragment
  • on writability vs readability stances/postures when using git(rebase, squash)

    • https://open.substack.com/pub/visakanv/p/facing-reality-pt-1
  • on error

  • on responsibility (no resistance to ingression)

  • dialog: putting no valence/judgment/splitting between your thoughts and others

  • on words always pointing to a "energybody". a 1:1 mapping between term/concept/theory to an energetic feeling

  • on becoming a sparking/lightfull person

  • on there is so much happening

    • "ist ein business"
  • on stances "transmitted" (injuctions that don't facilitate finding) and how we are oblivious about it.

    • living-center
    • landing-language
    • https://bonnittaroy.substack.com/p/video-recording-recap-cohort-5/comment/21901360
  • on websites/cms solutions that use the block architecture

  • on wayfinding by a guiding principles inspired from pragmatic-minimalism

  • on patterns (single-element-pattern, geneal ui/react related for example) and how they are useless if not combined with learning "the timeless way of building"

    • https://tomasp.net/blog/2022/timeless-way/
  • Vim is almost a gestalt editor

    • https://chatgpt.com/share/6874eb10-b25c-8003-9cbc-52dbd32cbd5a
  • story of surfboard connection and heideggers concept of ready-at-hand(zuhanden)

  • cognitive-widgets are like new ways to stroke in swimming that you can learn and try. there is no right one but some are more useful.

  • mindmade openness vs phenomenologically openness https://x.com/Namgnoi/status/1772218132377035019

  • das die leichtigkeit im leben die viele suchen nicht inder leichtigkeit selbst zu finden ist sondern in der belastung. so eine paradox ansicht

  • Dynamic-Maturational Model (DMM)

  • complex potential state theory challenges game-theory

  • you believe that earth is flat. (how current science is not changing how we interact with reality.)

  • subjectivity is creativity. learning from whitehead

    • https://chatgpt.com/share/69651daf-dcd8-8003-997b-191113b78cff
    • Creativity Is Functional, Not Just Philosophical
    • creative advance drives reality
  • linguistic-confusion. the structure of subject-object is diametrically opposted to structure of living=interaction metaphores

  • "coding is solved"